April 3rd Fast

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JMJ

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High

Who abides in the shadow of the Almighty,

Will say to the Lord, “My refuge and my fortress;

My God, in whom I trust.”

For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler

And from the deadly pestilence;

He will cover you with His pinions,

And under His wings you will find refuge;

His faithfulness is a shield and buckler.

You will not fear the terror of the night,

Nor the arrow that flies by day,

Nor the pestilence that stalks in darkness,

Nor the destruction that wastes at noonday.

A thousand may fall at your side,

Ten thousand at your right hand;

But it will not come near you.

You will only look with your eyes

And see the recompense of the wicked.

Because you have made the Lord your refuge,

The Most High your habitation,

No evil shall befall you,

No scourge come near your tent.

For He will give His angels charge over you

To guard you in all your ways.

On their hands they will bear you up,

Less you dash your foot against a stone.

You will tread on the lion and the adder

The young lion and the serpent

You will trample under foot.

Because He cleaves to me in love,

I will deliver him;

I will protect Him, because He knows my name.

When He calls to me, I will answer Him;

I will be with him in trouble,

I will rescue him and honor him.

With long life I will satisfy him

And show him my salvation.

(Psalm 91) 

There are intense periods that exist in the course of one's lifetime that have definitive beginnings and endings: a stressful project for work, pregnancy and subsequent labor, a grueling training, an arduous school term, etc. Despite the toil and difficulties that arise from these situations, their characteristic finiteness enable the sufferer to endure any hardships with persevearance, encouraged by the knowledge that their labors will soon produce tangible fruit.  

However, there are other intervals that may confront a person-i.e. long illness, a job loss, or perhaps the discernment of one's vocation- whose very indeterminate nature severely tests his patience, generating anxiety and frustration as he fumbles his way through the unknown darkness before him. After Our Lord died on Good Friday, the Apostles similarly faced an uncertain future, bereft of the Light that illuminated the World, plunged into the darkness that blanketed the earth.  

But Christians have the blessed knowledge that the Apostles did not; that the time of suffering did end, and Our Lord gloriously did rise on Easter Sunday.  So too, the duration of any trial, despite its indefiniteness, will reach its conclusion    eventually.  And often, when one looks back at his trial, he will see that it was the preparatory climb to the summit he has finally gained.  To endure this present cross, then, he must recognize it as a merciful opportunity, one to be seized for fruitful growth and not wasted with useless worry.  Trust and have confidence in the Saving Sacrifice of the Cross! 

"O Blood and Water  

which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus 

as a Fountain of Mercy, I Trust in You."